I was twenty years old when I realized the story I’d been told about my father’s death wasn’t the whole truth.For fourteen years, Meredith had repeated the same explanation whenever I asked.
“It was a car accident,” she would say. “Nothing anyone could have prevented.”And I believed her.
For the first four years of my life, it had been just Dad and me. My memories are hazy—warm flashes of him lifting me onto the kitchen counter, his cheek rough against mine when he carried me to bed.
“Supervisors belong up high,” he’d say with a grin. “You’re my whole world, kiddo.”
My biological mother died the day I was born. Once, while he flipped pancakes, I asked, “Did Mommy like pancakes?”
He paused for just a second.
“She loved them,” he said quietly. “But not as much as she would have loved you.”
His voice always changed when he spoke about her, thick and careful. I didn’t understand that tone until years later.
When I was four, Meredith entered our lives. The first time she came over, she crouched down to meet my eyes.
“So you’re the boss around here?” she smiled.
I hid behind Dad’s leg. She didn’t force anything. She just waited.
The next time she visited, I handed her a drawing I’d spent hours on. “For you,” I told her. “It’s important.”
She took it like it was priceless. “I’ll keep it safe. I promise.”
Six months later. 
